at last!!! i have been neglecting my blog eversince the last posted on 20 nov, due to busy (slacking) schedule in school...and actually....the same "shit" happened again..that brainless moron creates "dramatic" scene again~ whatever it is... i would like to say i won!!! i won in the "attitude" battle ( a bit childish in the battle). she thinks her attitude and foul faces can beat me down??? nah!! i'm very proud to say...i won!! and she surrendered on the NEXT day haha.... i'm no longer someone who will lower my voice and trying hard to please you when you quarrel with pa....hey! mind you it's NONE OF MY BUSINESS... thinking back..i'm really foolish, acting like clown whenever she attitude me, i still smile to her. NOW...fat hope! i won't...

recently, i have been staying over at ma's place almost every weekends...enjoying my weekends... i have been sss..slacking throughout my term in school...especially my attendance in school..used to be skipping "lessons" but now...skipping "sch days"....knowing that many are unhappy with me... sometimes, i don't know how to express myself...i feel that, people don't understand me well.... i know skipping lessons, isn't good but i have reasons... to them, i'm lazy and 'chao keng' but i can say i realise the importance of family members..n value each of them lotssss.... i really thought that people would be able to understand me and my situation... yet i got to know... i'm wrong! NO! can't they put themselves in my shoe? what if any side having problems, will you rush over to help or at least be present there??? I WOULD! or do i have a choice??? i'm not trying to blame everyone and definitely i won't!...but i just wish that people would be able to understand me or at least spare a thought for me can?? is that too much??? in fact, i'm very DISAPPOINTED in A and B.... especially one of them.... someone who i think understands me well... yet...haiz.... i know out there, there are people who loves to gossips and people who loves to listen and share gossips..i know..so i learnt to shut my ears from all shits and bad comments regardless is about me or not... cos i feel that people who worth it..i'm open to any comments...but sorry to those who don't worth it.. haiz... why it is so hard to find someone who you understand you well and true to you???

one of my fren so cute...funny lo...from the things she asked, i realise the place i stand in her heart..hehe... she thought i was angry with her...how would i?? hey!! you know me well?? you know that if i'm not happy, i will definitely 'shoot' you de lah...so don't worry....now, i agree..no..yes we agree...we seems to be fakers... of cos not faker to each other.... why? does true friendship exists??? if ah dog and ah cat are friends, will ah dog backstab or gossip ah cat?? if that's the case, does they consider as friends????? back to this horrible topics... haiz...to me, GOOD FRIENDS DON"T BACKSTAB NOR GOSSIP....just like my sis, she's my good friend as well, an very good example of good friend. if both of us have a bad quarrel, we still sit on the same table to have our dinner and after that cold war to cool down...aiya, i'm not going to stress on these anymore...give it up soon..."ren ming liao" once graduate, i will be busy with my 2nd pharse of life ( working)....

birthday coming...don't get the wrong idea...i'm not asking for presents.... but i know i won't be receiving one of the sweetest gift from 'him'... nevermind...aiya, still haven't thought or plan any place to go...as usual, see till the day then decide it...